Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Feeling Lost...

For some reason, I feel so lost today. Maybe it's just the rainy weather and wind that's getting to me. Or maybe it's that I can't be with you.

Today, someone said, "You've been looking melancholy lately. Is everything ok?" I also got, "You look tired."

I believe I have the look of someone who is heartbroken in secret. I have to go through this on my own, and though I have the comfort of God surrounding me, I just can't feel it yet. I've got to draw closer to God, and He will draw closer to me-- I know. I need something right now. Just need something to get me through the days when they seem so long.

All I want is what I can't have. I have to let go. I don't know how.

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