What I like most about this is that it's just for me. No one is following my blog space, and I like it this way. It's a place for me to express my thoughts immediately. Sitting at my desk, when I feel what I feel, I can just write it out.
Today, I woke up so sad. I had tears coming down my face. But I turned on my music in the car, listened to a couple of sad songs, and then I felt better. So many people love me and I should tell them I love them back.
Anyway, I need something to lift my spirits. Just to make me feel up again. I'm officially searching for my joy. That happiness I had in the midst of everything. I miss school. I miss my friends, my real friends, and my family.
Some day, I want to marry someone and have lots of babies, and grow my own food in my own soil, and be good to all people all the time. I just want to be at a place where I am ready to give again. Where I can truly say there is something left inside of me. Today, there is no song in my heart, but I will sing anyway.
PS: Even my song ain't got no spunk today. It's just a squeak. BUT I AM HERE.
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